Dear Husband,
I say husband because I feel ashamed of even having the honor of saying your name. What I have done to you can never be taken back or forgiven. As you know I don't have much time on earth because of the virus I was recently diagnosed with. What you don't know is now you may be infected with it as well. I didn't mean to keep it from you, it was all an accident and I am deeply sorry. I'm sorry for every mean comment and stare I have ever given you and every hurtful thing I ever said in the past. I love you dearly and I understand if you can't bring yourself to ever forgive me, but this is the only way I could really tell you. I hope to see you soon.
Love Always,
Rachel